I often tell my children that I love them. Well, pretty much every day I tell them that.
But the other day my husband told my children...
If God put all the little girls (or for my son) boys, in a row and said...
You can choose any one....
I would have picked you.
I got to thinking about that this morning. I love my kids.
My daughter, if you don't already know, is visually impaired. She is a challenge.
So much so, that on Wednesday I put her and my son on a wait list for a "day school".
I was frustrated....very, very frustrated with teaching my children.
Now, after much prayer and a better school day, I am regretting that decision.
But, that story is for another day.
Anyway, I began to ponder on that line... "I would have picked you."
Would I have really picked a special needs child?
I mean really, I don't think Mothers go out looking for that. People don't think to themselves...."Oh, I hope my child is born with special needs".

Then, after much thought I realized, I am the kind of person who seeks out the person who sits alone. You know, like the kid at school who eats lunch by themselves. I always sat next to them. Talked to them. Befriended them.
That is me.
I soon came to realize.... YES! I would have chosen her!
I would have said... Come here little one.
I want you to come with me and live a happy life feeling loved
and given the extra attention you need.
God totally knew that I was the right person to be her Mother.
Even, when I don't feel like I am or feel like I can.
I love this little blessing with all my heart.
YES, I would have picked YOU!



